First, thank you for sharing your problem. It takes a lot of strength to do so. Second, fighting addiction is not a journey you should take alone. Accountability and counseling are essential to a successful recovery. While it may not be easy, you should be family and boyfriend as they can be great sources of strength along the way. Addiction is difficult to fight on your own but a support network can always make the batter easier.
To find treatment resources in your area, visit the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration website
. Keep fighting and let us know how you are doing.