Originally Posted by blueuni
Hey,

I responded to your pm earlier. I think your one time use has given you quite the scare (and rightfully so). I abused plentiful amounts for a year and I feel great now 8 months after quitting. I really think you are going to be alright but you have to put this experience past you and work towards the future. You are lucky to be alive as some have died from their first use or any random subsequent use. You may want to see a doctor to get your other organs checked out but I believe your brain is fine and that anxiety and paranoia are playing a role in this rather than your one time use.

Now that I've been clean this long and feel better than ever; I want to devote myself to helping those who have been or currently are in the situation I was in. I abused heavily for a year. I'm OK now, and I believe anyone who can stop can get on the same boat I am.

I encourage anyone to reach out to me. I have nothing to hide and would rather talk openly about my experiences and recovery than let someone continue their deep dark path or let their past continue to hinder what could be a promising future.