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Maes123, do whatever it takes to stop, strange enough it also started for me in boarding school, I was the same age as you, me and my friends huffed lighter fluid and lighter gas but I took to it more then any of them and ended up suffering the consequences, it ruined my entire life and I'm still suffering from it 20 years later at age 35, the risk of sudden death might not deter you but the long term damage it's gonna do to your brain / and your mental health will, I have paranoid psychosis ever since, I hallucinate almost 24 / 7, I suffer from major depression, the past 20 years have been a living hell, life was going great before huffing, I lost everything good in myself and in my life to huffing, my IQ, my social skills, my personality, my friends, my social status, my ability to feel emotion / desires for love and affection, Iv never even had a kiss since the huffing, I know how addictive it is I couldn't stop myself for 6 months straight what finally stopped me was the trips were no longer magical and filled with laughter, they became very very dark and disturbing to the point I just couldn't do it anymore, even now when I get up to use the toilet at night I'm surrounded by violent evil entitys, this is the damage it does to the brain, if this doesn't scare you straight I don't know what will, you would actually be far safer smoking Meth or crack in comparison to the ireversable damage you are doing to your brain, if you can't stop yourself fess up to your parents and get proper help.
