Lisab
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| | 07/25/10 at 10:10 PM | Reply with quote | #1 |
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Its out of control my sniffing sorting of diesel fuel supplement i m going to a therapist and telling them all about this addiction, this addiction is taking over my life and i dont want it anymore.
example... today, i dont know what came over me i sniffed and sorting almost the entire day....i was spraying the stuff and neighbors were complaining of an odor, yeah my odor my inhalant
its seems once i sniff i cant stop i keep doing it
like i want to finish the bottle well its almost finished. i got a new idea, some idea, i bought nasal spray -- i dumped the nasal spray and put the diesel fuel in there... this is insane...
i want to get better, i want to get rid of this demon... i pray for this..
thank you for listening and tomorrow i cant wait to finally tell a therapist about this..........
regards,
lisa
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corgidaze
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| | 07/26/10 at 04:43 PM | Reply with quote | #2 |
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Lisab
Good Luck, You are in my thoughts and prayers. May God help you beat this addiction and soon you will addiction free......
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Mikhail
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| | 07/26/10 at 05:29 PM | Reply with quote | #3 |
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Lisab, You are a person who is full of strength. It takes a lot of courage to get help. We are always here to support you and are eager to hear about your progress. |
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| | 07/26/10 at 05:49 PM | Reply with quote | #4 |
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lisab- Best of luck and good to hear you are getting help.
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cerrick
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| | 07/27/10 at 08:55 AM | Reply with quote | #5 |
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Praying for you Lisab!
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Lisab
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| | 08/16/10 at 10:11 PM | Reply with quote | #6 |
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i havent sniffed diesel fuel supplement, its hard
its over 2 weeks im keeping very very busy, plus
i dont have it in my home big big plus,
cant explain why i only liked that one, i told my therapist this, she said maybe the smell reminded me of something good from the past, intersting...
well my dad used to take us driving alot we my family went all over the country , we have great family outings.. that makes sense , the smell reminded me of the car drives etc. that is what i miss and crave my family, they passed away,,,
interesting ..thats why i crave the diesel fuel and nothing else ... it takes me back to when i was young and my parents were alive... so when i m down or bored i think of the good old days..........
i am finding other ways to remember them, i really miss my parents
lisab
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| | 08/20/10 at 03:18 PM | Reply with quote | #7 |
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Lisab- Thanks for the update. Very very glad to hear you haven't been sniffing and you are seeking outside professional help. It's also good to see you have found the root of why you inhale...
Your family will always be with you in your thoughts and heart. It's a good idea to continue what you're doing in finding different ways to honor their memory.
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